Category Archives: Spasms

Cowardice

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I am counting again. 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9  My shoulders are getting worse. The pain in the right shoulder has moved down so that I can feel the spasms in my right side. Now the tips of my fingers are numb and the … Continue reading →

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Handicaps Are So Annoying

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I am hurting all over today. I go to get up for lunch and a sharp, excruciating pain shoots up my leg. My right foot is in agony; every time I take a step a whimper escapes my lips even … Continue reading →

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Tingle Jingle

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I’m still having trouble feeling the fingers on my right hand. They’re better than they were last week; I’m no longer finger painting, but instead can feel tingls, needles in my hands instead of where they normally are in my … Continue reading →

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Can You Feel the Vibrations?

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today my legs are singing to me.  I picture them like saws, being bent and hit to create music that is oddly pleasing to the ear. I can’t stand today; I’m at the water cooler and I can feel them … Continue reading →

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Filled With Pride

Posted on March 9, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I thought of my first physiotherapist today.  When I was in elementary school, a woman would visit me once or twice a week to work through a series of exercises with me that were supposed to help strengthen my legs and … Continue reading →

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Elastic Legs

Posted on March 9, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I think my legs are made of elastics. Last night I stood at the bathroom sink, brushing my teeth. My legs felt as if someone were pulling my muscles taunt, stretching them to their full length. I had to keep … Continue reading →

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A Hurtful Lover

Posted on March 8, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I feel like I am wearing someone elses feet. Today it has been a chore to walk, to take things one step at a time. I haven’t had a day like this in some time, where I have to remove … Continue reading →

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Fingerpainting

Posted on March 8, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today I am not able to feel my fingers. My shoulders have been spasming all day and I can feel the muscles forming themselves into something resembling a sailors knot or a slip knot that will come undone when it … Continue reading →

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Marathon Running

Posted on March 7, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I dreamt I was whole again last night. I was able to walk without pain and without losing my balance. The dream was so real that it seemed like real life. I remember that, in the dream, I ran a … Continue reading →

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A Moment of Quiet

Posted on March 6, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Last night, I was able to get comfortable for the first time in a long time. I had ten blissful moments of ease. I was stretched out, reading a good book, and my muscles weren’t talking to me, they weren’t … Continue reading →

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