Category Archives: Muscles

A Subtle Agony

Posted on March 14, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today is a subtle agony.  The air is damp with coming rain. My muscles seem to be more active during this kind of weather. My body is a forteller of weather; all I have to do is gague how much … Continue reading →

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Cowardice

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I am counting again. 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9  My shoulders are getting worse. The pain in the right shoulder has moved down so that I can feel the spasms in my right side. Now the tips of my fingers are numb and the … Continue reading →

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Can You Feel the Vibrations?

Posted on March 12, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today my legs are singing to me.  I picture them like saws, being bent and hit to create music that is oddly pleasing to the ear. I can’t stand today; I’m at the water cooler and I can feel them … Continue reading →

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Filled With Pride

Posted on March 9, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I thought of my first physiotherapist today.  When I was in elementary school, a woman would visit me once or twice a week to work through a series of exercises with me that were supposed to help strengthen my legs and … Continue reading →

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Elastic Legs

Posted on March 9, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I think my legs are made of elastics. Last night I stood at the bathroom sink, brushing my teeth. My legs felt as if someone were pulling my muscles taunt, stretching them to their full length. I had to keep … Continue reading →

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A Hurtful Lover

Posted on March 8, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

I feel like I am wearing someone elses feet. Today it has been a chore to walk, to take things one step at a time. I haven’t had a day like this in some time, where I have to remove … Continue reading →

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Fingerpainting

Posted on March 8, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today I am not able to feel my fingers. My shoulders have been spasming all day and I can feel the muscles forming themselves into something resembling a sailors knot or a slip knot that will come undone when it … Continue reading →

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A Moment of Quiet

Posted on March 6, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Last night, I was able to get comfortable for the first time in a long time. I had ten blissful moments of ease. I was stretched out, reading a good book, and my muscles weren’t talking to me, they weren’t … Continue reading →

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A Bulls Eye Chorus

Posted on March 2, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Today has been a good day. As good a day can be. My legs didn’t hurt today, but that usually means that the pain will creep somewhere else. It’s as if it chooses where to target me each day, selecting … Continue reading →

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Really Alive

Posted on March 2, 2007 by Jamieson Wolf

Even now, before I head to bed, I am reminded. I try to ignore the pain as much as I can. I had one person tell me once that I was brave, that I was a strong person. I like … Continue reading →

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