Tag Archives: love

Waiting for Max Shadow

I spend a lot of my time waiting. I’m currently waiting for the lymphocytes in my blood to get to 0.8 before I can start my fourth and final round with Mavenclad. My immune system has been wiped away three … Continue reading

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Learning to Like Myself – A Reflection

As the year begins to wind into darkness, I usually find myself starting to think of the main thing that I’d like to focus on for the year ahead. My focus words for 2025 were Bridges and Boundaries. The intent … Continue reading

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Boats of Many Colours

I forgot again. There has been this pressure building in my mind and I couldn’t figure out why. My emotions have been like a constantly moving sea, unknowable and almost insurmountable. I’ve been carrying around depression like a hairshirt, feeling … Continue reading

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