Category Archives: Cerebral Palsy

Thirteen Years

It’s been thirteen years since my life changed. I can pinpoint it to the very day. Part of me can’t believe that I’ve lived with multiple sclerosis for this long. The journey with this disease can’t possibly gone on for … Continue reading

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Boats of Many Colours

I forgot again. There has been this pressure building in my mind and I couldn’t figure out why. My emotions have been like a constantly moving sea, unknowable and almost insurmountable. I’ve been carrying around depression like a hairshirt, feeling … Continue reading

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The Light of Small Joys

The thing is most of the time I feel okay. I can pretend that there is nothing wrong, that I’m totally fine and I don’t have anything to worry about…but then my mind reminds me of the fact that I’m … Continue reading

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