Category Archives: Depression

The Light Through the Trees

Posted on December 18, 2021 by Jamieson Wolf

Content Warning: Depression, Suicidal Thoughts and Self Harm It all gets to be too much sometimes. Like everyone else, I’ve been living in the cloud of covid. I haven’t been sleeping well, my temper is closer to the surface than … Continue reading →

Posted in Depression, Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts | Tagged Christmas, Depression, Every Day, everyday angels, Gifts, Mavenclad, Medication, My Truth, Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Thankful, Therapy | Leave a comment

Relearning How to Live

Posted on December 4, 2021 by Jamieson Wolf

This is a piece that I was asked to write for today, the International Day of Person’s with Disabilities. It was published in a newsletter at work and while it was nerve wracking to put myself out there like that, … Continue reading →

Posted in Bladder problems, Brain Fog, Canes, Depression, discomfort, fatigue, Spasms, Speech, Tremors, Writing | Tagged Balance, Cerebral Palsy, Challenges, Grateful, Living, Multiple Sclerosis, Pain, Spasms, Symptoms, Tremors, Vertigo, walking | Leave a comment

The Maybe of Mavenclad

Posted on August 29, 2021 by Jamieson Wolf

I’m afraid. As September comes ever closer, so does my medication change. During July, September seemed so far away but now as we get to the end of August, September 21st seems so much closer. On that day, I will … Continue reading →

Posted in Depression, Fear, invisible disabilities, Stress, Talking | Tagged Changing Meidcation, Maybe, Multiple Sclerosis, Symptoms | Leave a comment

Letting Go and Holding On

Posted on August 21, 2020 by Jamieson Wolf

Life is funny when you stop to think about it. I’ve been carrying around a thrum of sadness for a few weeks now. While my general outlook on life has been positive, there was still this ache inside of me. … Continue reading →

Posted in Covid-19, Depression, Disability, Happy Birthday, Little Yellow Magnet, Memoir | Tagged Fear, Happy Birthday, Max Shadow, Sadness | Leave a comment

Looking for the Oracle

Posted on January 14, 2020 by Jamieson Wolf

Before I was diagnosed with relapse and remitting Multiple Sclerosis, I thought I could cure myself. Someone had said that it was all about mind over matter. I could choose not to be sick. I could choose my destiny and … Continue reading →

Posted in Balance, Brain Fog, Depression, Disability Tropes, Nothing Without Us | Tagged Multiple Sclerosis, Story Behind the Story | Leave a comment

I’m Alive For This Moment

Posted on September 9, 2018 by Jamieson Wolf

On Wednesday last week, I had an appointment with my neurologist. This is a joy for me. My doctor is a delight and makes going to the hospital a joy. She’s always upbeat and I feel as if I’m meeting … Continue reading →

Posted in Depression, Doctors, Falling, Fatique, Insomnia, MRI's, Symptoms | Tagged I'm Alive For This Moment, Medication, Neurologists, New Symptoms, Thankfulness | 2 Comments

The Lion and the Internal Orchestra

Posted on June 23, 2018 by Jamieson Wolf

I’d like to take a moment to talk about pain. Everyone experiences pain differently. Maybe it’s muscle pain or internal pain. Perhaps it’s a mixture of both. For myself, there is no rhyme and reason to it. My Multiple Sclerosis … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Fog, Depression, discomfort, Muscles, Spasms | Tagged Cerebral Palsy, Multiple Sclerosis, Orchestra, Pain, Strength, Symptoms, Tattoos | Leave a comment

Little Yellow Magnet Video Series: Depression

Posted on March 21, 2018 by Jamieson Wolf

Hey Everyone! Here’s the next video in my Little Yellow Magnet video series. In this video, I talk about something I’ve struggled with for a long time and was made worse when the Multiple Sclerosis hit. In this video, I … Continue reading →

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Today Is A New Day

Posted on December 30, 2017 by Jamieson Wolf

On December 30th, 2012, I woke up to find that my world as I knew it had changed. I woke not knowing how to move my body. It was no longer mine and I was no longer able to control … Continue reading →

Posted in Balance, Brain Fog, Depression, Falling, Fatique, Spasms, Speech, Symptoms, Walking | Tagged A New Day, Celebration, Change, Divorce, Gratefulness, joy, Thankfulness | Leave a comment

Happy Birthday Max Shadow

Posted on August 20, 2014 by Jamieson Wolf

Tomorrow, on August 21st 2014, I will have had Multiple Sclerosis for one year. Of course, there’s some wiggle room in that. According to the doctors, I should have been diagnosed four years ago. My Cerebral Palsy helped to mask … Continue reading →

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